♥ Cil's World

♥Sunday, August 31, 2008

Dear Diary ♥

yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ^^

in a good mood today ..
moved house yesterday .. hehe even pening2 happy ..

Nice house isn't it ? so net and homy.. love it =)

Yang membantu pindahan .. hehe .. diabyar dengan kfc saja ^^ terimakasih ya teman

meskipun kadang pait.. kadang sedih .. kadang ga tau harus ngapain ..
kadang putus asa
in every seasons of my life.. I see grace.. never failed to reach me..

want to be happy2 always.. ^^

btw

my phone bill 219 ~!@@#!$#!#@$!@#!@!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAIKSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS I HATE IT !!!!! CAN BUT 3 MANGO DRESS !! SHIT !#@!e$!@#$!@#$!@#$!@$!
Iks ya sudahlah ..

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11:33 PM

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Dear Diary ♥

just recognize that im really stupid in sweet talk ..
see even younger girl than me ,.. can talk as sweet as sugar ... o.o
can make a very romantic poem .. even i also cannot imagine..

huuh

so different with me.. =.='' at least i can't bluffin anyone... dunno that is a good point or a bad point

ok remaining 1 day .. still dunno where to stay LOL
bit stupid haha ... all people scolded me a lot..

anyway .. i realize that fren means a lot a lot a lottt to me ^^

thx a lot for all my best fren .. ^^ you all means a lot for me =)

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1:12 AM

♥Thursday, August 28, 2008

Dear Diary ♥

remaining 2 days before 31 august .. and i have to move at 31 .. lol.. amazing rite? hm .. i dont know whether i always plin plan or demanding or anything...but never steady one eh .. sian ..""
everyone scold me when they know i haven't find a place to stay ....

ok .. and what will happen next??

^^ just wait n see...

see how long i can survice.. haha quite challenging .. and some people will scold me when i said this challenging isn't it ?

stupid me .. lol

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8:16 PM

♥Wednesday, August 27, 2008

Dear Diary ♥

officially launch :

www.rumah-sg.blogspot.com

my listing for house ^^ feel free to come and take a look ^^

today i was thinking working is fun .. haha ... IS IT????????????????????

A BIG QUESTION MARK FOR ME.. ^^

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2:13 AM

♥Saturday, August 23, 2008

Dear Diary ♥

manusia berencana Tuhan menentukan ..

memang kata2 yang bijak ..

you can plan plan plan til you cannot think at all.. end up with nothing haha ..

gile 2 kali almost close the deal end up with nothing hmm ....

kind of stupid but.. thats the reality ..

ayo cil semangat !!!!!

oiya .. payung ku hilang untuk ke -3 kalinya T.T ...
kali pertama.. ilang di ong2 waktu lagi dijemur
kali ke-2 payung vena yg g pinjem ketinggalan di taxi ..
kali ke -3 payung cotton on ketinggalan di bus abis viewing..
kali ke-4 beli payung di watson dipake sekali langsung rusak ( at least masi bisa g remuk2 lah )
kali ke-5 GUA TANPA PAYUNG.. KEUJANAN...

SIAL .. kenapa sie g ciong amat ama payung huhuhuh
ya gapapalah yang menemukan mungkin jauh lebih membutuhkan .. but i also need payung now.. iks.. ga punya payung nieeeee........................

pening eh .... ternyata kalau g happy emang jadi gendut ya..

baru minggu lalu g pake jeans bereasa kegedean banged.. kok skrg udah pas lagi ya
sialan huhuhu T.T.. baru bisa pake baju renang pink dengan pd.. kayanya udah ga bisa lagi deh ..T.T

oiyah .. btw ada singapore food festival ala cecil... upload foto soon ...
then then.................

SEMANGAT!!!! meskipun ada badai ataupun petir.. matahari selalu bersinar keesokan harinya !!!
ayo jangan menyerah .. too see smiling faces for the person i loved ^^ JIAYOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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7:17 AM

♥Wednesday, August 20, 2008

Dear Diary ♥

OMG... ISO 14001 TRAINING TOMMOROW FROM 9.00- 18.15 ....................

huhuhuhu

Help help .. wanna run away .. can I go MC again ? Lol

wow.....

pagi2 smua org marah2 k gw .. huhuh kerjaan g kacao smua ni 1 bulan akir.. invoice nganggur ampe 1 bulan di meja .. huhuh T.T '' ayo cil semangat !!

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7:11 PM

♥Tuesday, August 19, 2008

Dear Diary ♥

today .. when i reached office , first thing I heard is

cil..finally you smile again

rrrrrrrr... did i change to much ?

lets enjoy life starting from today =)

btw btw.. thinking to open forever21 .. since im keen with their dress .. ^^ anyone keen ??

http://www.forever21.com/

i want want want.............................................. please let me know kalau ada yg mao yaaaaaaa ^^

mari mari hidupkan kembali fashion spree...=)

mmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.. wish list for this month :
- forever 21 dress
- agnes b or miu miu walet
- coach bag
- new hp .. m 600 enough eh .. since i like their model since last time
- laptop

DIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

well.. need to change a lot of things.. a lot of my clumpsiness .. huhuhuh later got fired cannot tahan ..

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6:40 PM

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Dear Diary ♥

Ayo ah semangat .. today yy really cheer me up thx a billion ^^
she acoompanied me a whole day ..

and asked me why suddenly I complaining a lot of my life
U are not like that before ..

I think thats quite true.. when suddenly she asked me.. now wat else do you like in your life ( shopping can't count)
I really can't answer her..

she said last time you know wat you like.. wat you want..
now even that question you can't answer

And she said thats not you .. since last time at Swisshotel .. around 3 weeks a go when i a bit tipsy and get angry with everyone around me.. she said thats not you.. you are not like that .. tats true ..
first .. i can consider actully not really like to drink.. but this few weeks .. even anyone don't want to drink I will ask them to drink le.. hahah .. is tat a new habit or wat ??

And Im realize thats true.. I complaining a lot.. all of my blog only lika a wish of happy2 life..
actually happiness already inside wat ..

I think I should think why I need to be sad instead of happy

see at least.. my family loves me a lot.. ( hm is it? ya loh stupid!!!! )
I always have my frens to always cheer me up ( ^^ at least can talk2 till 3am lol thx ^^ )
I think Im not bad laa .. haha ( is it?? iya loh see at least kankong soup soup can lah ... mature.. even a bit bit okelah hahah ... independent okelahh ... ) LOL stupid me instead of always think a bout my bad habit I also have a good points wat ?
and since I joined real estate i think i lost around 4 kgs? walaaa good ? hehehe .. at least no need to go marie france to lose weight

I only need to be more balance between my full n part time.. otherwise will end up go to see doctor to ask sleeping pills again .. forget all the bad things.. keep the good memories and walking together with God .. should be enough =)
ok so for now.. please everyone.. if you see me grumbling or complaining again .. feel free to ask me treat you .. sweet talk only yah 1.50 okeh ^^ ..

I want to be my self again ..

happy2 life ^^

the most reason I need to be happy is.. because when I'm happy ,my parents also will be happy ..cos my source of happiness is see the people i love happy .. so need to be happy loh .. later they know I spent a lot of days crying.. frustated ( without a good reason to frustate .. ) they also will be very sad rite ?

so Jia you !!!

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1:30 AM

♥Monday, August 18, 2008

Dear Diary ♥

Dad ............... just don't leave me alone... I need you soo much...

And when in my mind I got a lot of question still dunno the answer I only hope that You are there with me ..

Whether I was doing good.. or was did a wrong thing.. I really dunt know..

Can I go back to my past times God ? I got feeling just did something wrong today .. =(

I really want to go back Indo rite now.. just want to feel in the middle of home.. miss hugs and kisses from my parents as well ..

Dad... I need You so much .....

ayo cil semangatttt ..........................

and i only don't want to close my eyes.. because when i close my eyes.. all things come up in my mind.. make me feel crazy .. don't want to close my eyes.. better to be awake all nite than close my eyes..

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9:02 AM

♥Sunday, August 17, 2008

Dear Diary ♥

this past few weeks .. got a lot of experience .. a lot of bad mood.. a lot of tears.. a lot of dissapointment ..
when that time cannot sleep at all..

learn a lot .. so tired as well..

when I admit I can't do anything anymore..

You said .. "my daughter.. even you can't I can ... "

Let's walk together Dad .. I really can't do anything.. and in everything in my life .. let all the glory come back to you .. cos I never good enough in everything.. can't do anything without You ..

see everything in different way

more mature .. more capable to handle some problems
and more faith =)

and everything will be turn to be good in the end..amen

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8:29 PM

♥Wednesday, August 13, 2008

Dear Diary ♥

hayo cil semangat !!!!

setelah dipikir dditimbang dan dikelola ...

hidup itu jangan dibikin susah

yeah!!!

kalau ga punya rumah .. tinggal nebeng
kalau ga punya duid.. tinggal minjem
hahahah
mental minjem dasar !!
kalau ga punya temen ... iks jangan donkk
kalau ga punya apa2..
ga masalah asal punya cinta huaaaaa trus mo makan angin apaa????

pokonya sie
masa ngeluh aja

hidup itu indah bo!!! =) semangat !!!

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11:59 PM

♥Tuesday, August 12, 2008

Dear Diary ♥

today i took mc... i thinking alot yesterday .. cannot sleep well..
aih .. so irritating .. this kind of feeeling =(

i felt like no secure at all...
i really want to run away

i know that everything will be good at the end...

but.. i only have a little faith ..

please stay together with me God.. otherwise i will lose all my power to survive..

i believe that all the bad thing will turn to be good at the end..

but is it?? is it true.. ??

the best is yet to come.. but how do i know when the best is come?

hahah .// stupid question and seeking for stupid answer ..

really want to get drunk till can forget all the things
hahaha i think my blog since last month always grumbling
everyone asked me wat happen with me

I ALSO DON'T KNOW...

i really want to become stronger..
i really want to become wiser
i really want to become more mature
i really want to become more independent

but sometimes i
lose all my strength
lose all my confidence
lose all my mind

just one thing that i really want is.. walking together with u ..
even right now i feel so unsecure..
i believe in the end .. i will see light in the end of tunnel
isnt it God?

is it ? just don't leave me alone..
i need u so much ..

time to sleep .. almost 2 am already ...=(

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10:18 AM

♥Thursday, August 7, 2008

Dear Diary ♥

1.Cewek mao nggabung ke mobil yang udah penuh cowok
Kata Cowok2 : ga apa2, ayo sini, kalo dipangku masih cukup kok.
Cowok mao nggabung ke mobil yang udah penuh cewek
Kata Cewek2 : enak aja!!! mao cari kesempatan dalam kesempitan ya?
2. Cewek mengerjakan pekerjaan cowok (ex : presiden, direktur, polisi)
Kata Cowok2 : emansipasi wanita
Cowok mengerjakan pekerjaan cewek (ex : babysitter, pembantu)
Kata Cewek2 : Di Indonesia cari kerjaan emang susah, jangan terlalu milih2
3. Cewek diggangguin preman
Kata Cowok2 : Kasian tuh, ayo kita tolongin
Cowok digangguin preman
Kata Cewek2 : Salah sendiri cari urusan ma tu preman
4. Cewek nuangin minuman buat cowoknya
Kata Cowok2 : Calon istri idaman
Cowok nuangin minuman buat ceweknya
Kata Cewek2 : ISTI ( Ikatan Suami Takut Istri)
5. Cewek cantik, kaya, baik hati, sudah dewasa, dan masih lajang
Kata Cowok2 : Perfecsionis, sedang menunggu calon suami yang tepat
Cowok cakep, Kaya, Baik hati, sudah dewasa, dan juga masih lajang
Kata Cewek2 : Kalo ga impoten berarti gay6. Istriku dandan sampe setengah jam sebelum pergi
Kata Cowok2 : Begitulah cewek, maklum aja..
Suamiku dandan sampe setengah jam sebelum pergi
Kata Cewek2 : jangan2 suamimu selingkuh tuh..
7. Cewek pake baju cowok
Kata Cowok2 : Tomboi Cowok pake baju cewek
Kata Cewek2 : Banci, amit-amit deh
8. Cewek lesbi
Kata Cowok2 : Pasti gara2 dia sering disakitin sama cowok
Cowok Homo
Kata Cewek2 : Pasti gara2 ga ada cewek yang mau
9. Cewek liat bokep
Kata Cowok2 : namanya aja juga penasaran, wajar..
Cowok liat bokep
Kata Cewek2 : Semua Cowok emang gitu, ga ada yang bener!!
10. Cewekku ke salon 3 kali seminggu, apa ga kebangetan coba?
Kata Cowok2 : Itu namanya merawat diri, kalo cewekmu cantik kan kamu juga yg senang
Cowokku ke salon 3 kali seminggu, apa ga kebangetan coba?
Kata Cewek2 : Jangan2 salonnya salon plus-plus
11. Cewekku tu blom puas kalo mandinya blom sampe satu jam
Kata Cowok2 : Kalo ga gitu namanya bukan cewek
Cowok mandi ampe satu jam
Kata cewek2 : Mencurigakan, pasti di dalam dia lg ^&%$%
12. Cewek pergi ke dokter kulit & kelamin
Kata Cowok2 : pasti lagi konsultasi tentang kulitnya
Cowok pergi ke dokter kulit dan kelamin
Kata Cewek2 : Pasti lagi konsultasi tentang kelaminnya.

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7:57 AM

♥Monday, August 4, 2008

Dear Diary ♥

yiha...^^

I pass my very tough week.. this last 2 weeks like a night mare for me.. work almost 14 hours every day .. after go office.. do viewing.. and feel depressed ...
and still can't find my home as well , felt like everything going crazy ..
crying almost twice a week ..
luckily got teph cheer me up

lol .. sometimes i confused who's the older one hahaha

on sunday she accompanied me to sign agreement.. after signed she scolded me.. because i said to my clients later if you need some help to move in you can let me know i will help you ..

she said cannot be like that!!!!!!! wat kind of agent are u

0.0...

btw

last week went to swiss hotel to have some drink with some friends.. the place is soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo nice on 70 floor
so happy to find this new place.. ^^

aih2.. start to feel happy ^^ good stuff

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7:15 PM