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Name :cil aka pinkiceimuts .
B-day : 25 November 1984
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Thursday, October 23, 2008

Dear Diary ♥







boooooo ini panjang bener.. secara phtoshop g lagi ga jalan ..minggu depan deh baru dilanjutkan postingannya hahah .. pastinya lama sie mengcopy pste email2 ini .. liburan dulu ah =D



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Dear Diary ♥

Suatu hari, murid bertanya pada gurunya. “apa itu cinta? Bagaimana saya bisa menemukannya?Gurunya menjawab,
“Ada ladang gandum yang luas didepan sana.

Berjalanlah kamu dan tanpa boleh mundur kembali, kemudian ambillah satu saja ranting.

Jika kamu menemukan ranting yang kamu anggap paling menakjubkan, artinya kamu telah menemukan cinta”.
Murid pun berjalan dan tidak seberapa lama, dia kembali dengan tangan tanpa membawa apapun.
Gurunya bertanya, “mengapa kamu tidak membawa satupun ranting?“,

Murid menjawab, “Aku hanya boleh membawa satu saja, dan saat berjalan tidak boleh mundur kembali (berbalik) ,sebenarnya aku telah menemukan yang paling menakjubkan, tapi aku tak tahu apakah ada yang lebih menakjubkan lagi didepan sana, jadi tak kuambil ranting tersebut. Saat kumelanjutkan berjalan lebih jauh lagi baru kusadari bahwasannya ranting-ranting yang kutemui tak sebagus ranting yang kutemui tadi, jadi tak kuambil seranting pun akhirnya”

Gurunya kemudian menjawab ”Jadi ya itulah cinta”.

Dihari yang lain, murid bertanya lagi pada gurunya, “Apa itu perkawinan?

Bagaimana saya bisa menemukannya?”Gurunya pun menjawab “Ada hutan yang subur didepan sana. Berjalanlah tanpa boleh mundur kembali (menoleh) dan kamu hanya boleh menebang satu pohon saja.

Dan tebanglah jika kamu menemukan pohon yang paling tinggi, karena artinya kamu telah menemukan apa itu perkawinan”Murid pun berjalan, dan tidak seberapa lama murid pun kembali dengan membawa pohon, pohon tersebut bukanlah pohon yang besar / subur, dan tidak juga terlalu tinggi. Pohon itu biasa-biasa saja. Gurunya bertanya, “Mengapa kamu memotong pohon yang seperti ini?”Murid pun menjawab, “Sebab berdasarkan pengalamanku sebelumnya, setelah menjelajah hampir setengah hutan, ternyata aku kembali dengan tangan kosong. Jadi kuputuskan untuk menebang pohon ini dan membawanya kesini. Aku tidak mau menghilangkan kesempatan untuk mendapatkannya”

Gurunya kemudian menjawab, “Dan ya itulah perkawinan”.Cinta itu semakin dicari, maka semakin tidak ditemukan.Cinta adanya didalam lubuk hati, ketika pengharapan dan keinginan yang berlebihan akan cinta, maka yang didapat adalah kehampaan.

Tiada sesuatupun yang didapat, dan tidak dapat dimundurkan kembali. Waktu dan masa tidak dapat diputar mundur.Terimalah cinta apa adanya.Perkawinan adalah kelanjutan dari cinta. Adalah proses mendapatkan kesempatan, ketika kita mencari yang terbaik diantara pilihan yang ada, maka akan mengurangi kesempatan untuk mendapatkannya, ketika kesempurnaan ingin kita dapatkan, maka sia2lah waktu dalam mendapatkan perkawinan itu, karena sebenarnya kesempurnaan itu hampa adanya__________________Berilah cinta tanpa meminta balasan
dan kita akan menemui cinta yang jauhlebih indah

taken from http://www.facebook.com/note.php?note_id=29818612514&id=746098531&index=0#comments



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1:34 AM




Tuesday, October 21, 2008

Dear Diary ♥

i fall in love with jazzy bossa nova ..

susan wong..

lisa ono

olivia ong

actually i want to post all the album here.. but too lazy ... ai

so nice.. ^^ going to collect some nice collection from all this singer.. anyway .. anyone need a room at Bishan ? only $550 for Indo working prof only haha .. let me know anyone need room ya ^^

Phuket yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy so ecited... finnaly i get some holiday ... too much work .. i really want to turn off my phone when I in Phuket.. don't want to hear anyone ask me do this and that .. don't want to think about my shopping spree .. forever 21.. old navy .. .. don't want to reply any email .. don't want to hear anyone asking a lot of question and i must be always patiently answer even i grumble in my heart ..
don't want to think too much about life.. worried too much .. just want to enjoy =)
yihaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa so happy .. so exciting....

holiday smells so good =) exciting about it



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9:20 PM






Dear Diary ♥

yoyoyo .. long time never blog.. busy with some works .. like overload haha.. but i enjoy it meeting new people everyday ..sometime a bad people and sometimes a good people..
and thennnnn .. just happened a few days a go .. i read a comment about my church in 1 mailing list.. and definitely i will never keep quiet when i don't agree with anyone opinion ..
click to see in larger image..
first posting


my reply ...

Their reply ....





interesting enough ? haha still alot.. I slept at 2 am yesterday replying all this email.. will stop doing this soon .. lol .. like 1 person fighting with 5 person



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Monday, October 20, 2008

Dear Diary ♥

agree this one is pretty ^^???





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Friday, October 17, 2008

Dear Diary ♥

I don't know wat happen but since my forever 21 never reached me and I still can't find it.. I feel so mad about that

so bad..>.< the spree organizer also not good enough to help solve the problem ...

and the other hand i feel so lame coz never opt to registered post..

I HATE THIS...

I hate this..

in the bad mood.. need to recover some good things

Longing for Phuket



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12:22 AM




Tuesday, October 14, 2008

Dear Diary ♥

been along time since last time I blogged.. a lot of thing happened in my life..
AND I BECOME FAT ..............................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!>.<

I need to control my food .. otherwise will end up like pig pig pig ...

Yesterday I crossed the road when redman lighted .. >.<
talked on the phone as well.. then i turned my head around and saw police car at my left side..
PANIC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

stupid me... then immediately run away .. so sacred .. later get fin means more expenses in this month lol .. thx God they didnt chase me lol ...

anyway
I really think that I need to join some sports club .. otherwise will be very fat !!!

considering diving, kick boxing ?

yoga?

PHUKET!!!!!!!!!!!!!! kyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa longing for Phuket ..

I will show my loots in the end of this month
buy so many thing this month >.<



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11:42 PM






Dear Diary ♥

Do You Believe This???

A girl went to her friends house and she ended up staying longer than planned, and had to walk home alone.
She wasn't afraid because it was a small COMMUNITY and she lived only a few blocks away.

As she walked along under the bike trail Diane asked God to keep her safe from harm and danger.
When she reached the alley, which was a shortcut to her house, she decided to take it.

However, halfway down the alley she noticed a man standing at the end as though he were waiting for her.

She became uneasy and began to pray, asking for God's protection.
Instantly a comforting feeling of quietness and security wrapped round her, she felt as though someone was walking with her.
When she reached the end of the alley, she walked right past the man and arrived home safely.

The following day, she read in the newspaper that a young girl had been raped in the same alley just twenty minutes after she had been there.
Feeling overwhelmed by this tragedy and the fact that it could have been her, she began to weep.
Thanking the Lord for her safety and to help this young woman, she decided to go to the police station.
She felt she could recognize the man, so she told them her story.The police asked her if she would be willing to look at a lineup to see if she could identify him.

She agreed and immediately pointed out the man she had seen in the alley the night before.When the man was told he had been identified, he immediately broke down and confessed.

The officer thanked Diane for her bravery and asked if there was anything they could do for her.She asked if they would ask the man one question.Diane was curious as to why he had not attacked her.

When the policeman asked him, he answered, 'Because she wasn't alone.She had two tall men walking on either side of her.Amazingly, whether you believe or not, you're not alone.People will not stand up for God..

Send this if you truly believe in God....

PS: God is always there in your heart and loves you no matter what:

'If you deny me in front of your friends, I shall deny you in front of my Father'STAND UP FOR HIM93% of people wont pass this on.... Will you be one of them???



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11:40 PM




Wednesday, October 8, 2008

Dear Diary ♥

i just realize .. i always lame when i need to take decision ,

Always want to take a look around even I already get good things..

Last week , my cuz said like that.. I noticed thats true...

in a lot of cases.. I always make a big big big round before decided something..

Sometimes I lost opportunity .. lost a gold becos looking for a diamond.. in fact i got silver instead a gold.. I noticed in some cases.. I still get a gold.. because God's grace poured in my life.. but in some other cases I lost my opportunity ..

I think i need more pressure to become a better person ..
but something that obviously .. I want to get everything that I want in in the end of this year and next year.. I want to become more diligent , smart and richer as well..
Many people said that I better to stay at home.. learn how to become a good housewife, but life must be balaace rite?

Last time I want to become a good housewife.. now still I want, but
I need to achieve someting before I married.. a lot of things I paid in my youth .. now its my turn to enjoy before I get marry .. aren't you agree with me?

example... too much doin part time jobs, when I studied at university .. in that cases.. I still can go to play2.. but I never join something like a study tour, kulap , play after studio ( got but very little than my other friends) ,
and i noticed in a lot of my batch photo i didn't there.. dunno whether im doin stand guide , photoshoot or watever.. but pity me.. didn't really feel a uni time..

so.. its time to pay it rite?? I'm gonna enjoy my life more n more n more..

Work harder .. play harder, pray even harder? is it ?

haha dunno lah .. but I will do that ..^^

time to sleep ..zzzzzzzz



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10:00 AM




Wednesday, October 1, 2008

Dear Diary ♥

happy ^^

This 2 weeks not so many things happen .. but I become more thankfull in my life ^^

Happy there is a lot of things happen and make me feel more content hehe

but i become fatter..>.< tats always the bad things when im happy.. always become fat..

later will post some pic.. iks.. i cant find where did i put my camera cable to computer.. so sad >.<

Yesterday been to east coast !!!!! kya so refreshing.. cycling ^^
already very long time never go cycling >.<
hehe .. happy mode on ^^



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